I'm numb

No emotion

No pain
No happiness

No shame

Is this depression, I don't know
An evil monster in my shadow

Changing me into someone

I have never seen

Everythings a daze

Each day’s a dream

I can’t run away

It’s impossible to scream

I’m trapped

In someone I don’t even know

Too lost to find myself

Too afraid to show

I could end it all,

Make the drama stop

But to start it all over again?

I don't know how

I’m too afraid of the unknown

What’s on the other side?

Is it worth finding out?

What happens if a part of you died?

So I stay

The numbness appears

There are no emotions

There are no feelings

It’s a world of blank

No pain, No happiness

No real laughter

Am I going insane?

What’s the point anymore?

I’ve got nothing left to give

I can’t stay on like this,

Life is meant to be lived

I promise to try,

I guess I don’t want to die alive,

I know I can do this

I told myself with a sigh