Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I need answers!

How many times have you asked yourself this question "Should I? Or should I not?"

I am guessing thousands of times in your lifetime? Or uncountable because sometimes you just kept asking yourself the same question over and over again til you've lost count?

Someone just told me I am going through mid-life crisis which is normal to be feeling the way I feel. Damn... mid-life crisis? What the h***? Already? I thought I still have a bit more time before middle age... This adds on more frustration to the already annoying dilemma.

Maybe it's the burden of getting an answer to my questions that is bothering me. I am truly lost and my vision for the right direction is now covered completely by mist. When will this ever end? When will the clouds give way to sunshine? I need the rays of light to enlighten me again...
**The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step... a very crucial step indeed!


  1. the answer lies in that brain of yours with a lil bit of will & grit, as well as guidance from those that you trust...
    do the right thing!!! ;p

  2. i believe i am on the right track to where i wanna be... just need to make sure to keep those unwanted clouds away and not blind me from the right directions :)